darling don t you know.
i shouted at Charmane, drilled Tze yang and i am not sure if Cindy cried because of me? I never knew this job could psycho people's mind, being so stressed. Hey? you think it is easy? bribe the kids with sweets and stickers (well it does work) but they get so distracted easily and the two hours for studying time passed so quickly that even a simple spelling can t even be memorised.
i shouted at Charmane today because she wouldn t sleep during nap time and she kept humming loudly and kicked her bag around. Please don t think i am impaitient or anything but with 19 girls sleeping while there is a irritant making a racket, in the end you get 20 girls awake. The most dam thing is after you screamed at her and practically feel your blood boiling, she is still smiling away. So now, i found out that staring at her with my killer eyes somehow annoy her. haha! Miss Siok Yan was behind me when i scolded Charmane that she took so long to take out her spelling book and she said i should continue and my first reaction was SHIT, SHE HEARD. haha, i got the power to control her now >:]
* * *
Shawn coudln t take it and took Cindy's toy bear and threw it in front of the class and he got pushed to the floor. However, Cindy got reprimanded instead because she was supposed to pay attention and not fool around and bully those who sat around her and her favourite bear was confiscated. She controlled her tears and during nap time, she took her camping bag and just lie in the heart of the room and covered her face. Normally, i would have to pat her to sleep and tucked her in but she just plonked herself there and shaked you off if you tried to touch her. For the first half hour of the hour, you can hear muffled crying and in the end i just pulled her beside me and pat her.
Soon, it was time to wake up but she just laid there covering her face again. I pulled her hands away as she struggled and in the end i just smack her butt hard and she started crying again. I asked her repeatedly what was she crying about, is it the bear? miss siok yan? but she just ignored me . In the end, i lift her up and hugged her and let her cry it out . It reminded me of my mother so much because that is what she always do for me when i am crying. Cindy finally felt much better and i brought her to the toilet to wash her face and hugged her again. And during study time, she came and hugged me again.
I dunno what is going in Cindy's mind but nobody like her much and she use violence to get her way. I warned her so many times but somehow it never get into her head though sometimes i think she have improved a lil now , she knows that i am watching her and keeps her hands to herself, though she stare at them with as if sharp daggers protruding out everywhere. Another thing is that she can t seem to talk properly, she always look at you blankly with an open mouth and go AHH? i thought she was a 'special' kid but when i see her work written with perfect english , it just simply shocked me. So now, everything i do for her, i teach her manners on the way like Thank you, that is nice of you but she hasn t said one phrase yet. I wonder what will happen when i am gone.
* * *
Tze Yang's brain need to expand. Luckily he didn t fool around when i teach him. But i am glad he can spell 7 words out of 10. However, it is quite worrying , there is still Dictation for him to learn and there is a hard word ' Dilligence' . Before i dragged myself to work, i always shrugged off and groaned when i think about teaching the kids spelling. Thank goodness i can really multi-task well. I really love how i do that now . It helps a lot .
* * *
mommy told me to come home for dinner today because she cooked yong tau foo and i was so happy when i heard that. i had a bad gastric today and a throbbing headache so while waiting for my mother , she suddenly whispered to my ear,
" i save for you the ingredient, the soup but i forgot something... the rice"
the most important thing in the meal. sigh. ;[ hungry now.
yay, i am getting my pay tomorrow, that is what wee kiat said :D
sorry for the long post of moaning .
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
so much for being nervous
yello :D !
guess how the dinner went? was i seriously shaking and shivering in my pants and my stupid heart going pom pom pom? yeah, actually it did - on the way there. BUT, it was seriously not worth it - my efforts that it . woot, i bathed in passionfruit soap, blowdry my hair, make-up applied and a good shirt and jeans, eh, sound so perfect right ;D hmm. he didn t come in the end because he had church session
it is seriously so dam ironic. i skipped church for the second time because of this dinner and here he is not here! and i thought he could like somehow prove me wrong again. hm, i think he somehow made me give up now , honestly disappointed. Dam.
Before that, we arrived early so my brother and I decided to walk along Singapore River and my silly brother put his foot on the railing to prevent people from failling in , to tie his shoelace.
jy: hey, dont ?
kor: why?
jy: because if you fall in ..-
kor: WON T LA
jy: i won t save you, my hair is too perfect now
LOL. dam, he ruffled my hair later? but after knowing that his presence was not here anymore , i really want to thanks deborah and yi lin for lifting my spirits up. if not , i would be glum. ok, shut up, enough of him, dam sickening .
* * *
i really dunno how to tell miss siok yan i don t want to work anymore.
yello :D !
guess how the dinner went? was i seriously shaking and shivering in my pants and my stupid heart going pom pom pom? yeah, actually it did - on the way there. BUT, it was seriously not worth it - my efforts that it . woot, i bathed in passionfruit soap, blowdry my hair, make-up applied and a good shirt and jeans, eh, sound so perfect right ;D hmm. he didn t come in the end because he had church session
it is seriously so dam ironic. i skipped church for the second time because of this dinner and here he is not here! and i thought he could like somehow prove me wrong again. hm, i think he somehow made me give up now , honestly disappointed. Dam.
Before that, we arrived early so my brother and I decided to walk along Singapore River and my silly brother put his foot on the railing to prevent people from failling in , to tie his shoelace.
jy: hey, dont ?
kor: why?
jy: because if you fall in ..-
kor: WON T LA
jy: i won t save you, my hair is too perfect now
LOL. dam, he ruffled my hair later? but after knowing that his presence was not here anymore , i really want to thanks deborah and yi lin for lifting my spirits up. if not , i would be glum. ok, shut up, enough of him, dam sickening .
* * *
i really dunno how to tell miss siok yan i don t want to work anymore.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
nothing in this world.
yello :D
i really really like this blogskin. somehow, i think it really describe my character , like i have 7 main emotions! haha >:D let's see, what are the seven. i think most of them are happy feelings, like cheeky and all those. Yes! i finally admitted i am cheeky.
during school days, i REALLY REALLY love saturday but now i find it a bore probably i have no one to go out with D: my dates are always postpone last minute due to unforeseen weather or someone is busy and in the end, i'll just stay home and my loyal internet will try so hard to entertain me .
went out with lincoln tee for lunch today. aha! my old primary school friend. he really changed a lot . more man now >:D hah! and more, hmm, intellectual , like he really seriously talked CHIM and most of the time , i pretend i understand or try to make him explain to me. he kept talking about himself , WHICH is a good time because i really didn t know what to say or do, i kept rubbing my eyes and i was so afraid i got something on my teeth. And why the hell am i acting like i am on a date. this paragraph is making me look lowly- educated. oh well.
but we had a good time :D ! we caught up of all the lost times. he paid for everything which made me feel so bad about it and he practically memorised the whole routine of House of Dead 4 , i wondered if dying in stage 2 for a first- timer is a good thing? i think woodlands mall gives that much memories, like collecting donation and out with my best friends , i wonder what else will be next for me .
hm, i am dying to play floorball! i haven t touched my stick for a long time and i want to run like a crazy cow round the court again. oh pei pei pei pei, when is it when! i am so stressed from taking care of the kids in Pearlcare. Yes yes, i know they are cute but all 40 kids running around, against one wimpy teenage girl is honestly THAT bad. HOWEVER, this job teaches me how to be paitient which is a good thing :D although i lose my cool once in a while , only towards this one girl who is so god dam rude to me. She said she can take advantage of me because i am not fierce like her parents . I could only give her the killer eyes . >:[
i can t go to church AGAIN. i have to go to the dinner event with Daryl's family . I wanted to wear a dress but after a few days and LOTS of thinking , i realised it is kinda useless. There is really no point. I am gonna be myself , I don t want to pretend to be who i am not and my brain said i don t like him anymore but after meeting up with him, i wonder what will my heart say? Will she panic and jump about or simply be her normal self. Gah, i wished the best for myself :D
So a T-shirt and a jeans will do.
watched Madagascar and coudln t stop laughing at the stupid arrogant penguins. they are so cute! i think i love cartoon penguins now . don t worry spongebob, your my one and only gay cartoon icon :D

look how madly deeply in love we are :D
yello :D
i really really like this blogskin. somehow, i think it really describe my character , like i have 7 main emotions! haha >:D let's see, what are the seven. i think most of them are happy feelings, like cheeky and all those. Yes! i finally admitted i am cheeky.
during school days, i REALLY REALLY love saturday but now i find it a bore probably i have no one to go out with D: my dates are always postpone last minute due to unforeseen weather or someone is busy and in the end, i'll just stay home and my loyal internet will try so hard to entertain me .
went out with lincoln tee for lunch today. aha! my old primary school friend. he really changed a lot . more man now >:D hah! and more, hmm, intellectual , like he really seriously talked CHIM and most of the time , i pretend i understand or try to make him explain to me. he kept talking about himself , WHICH is a good time because i really didn t know what to say or do, i kept rubbing my eyes and i was so afraid i got something on my teeth. And why the hell am i acting like i am on a date. this paragraph is making me look lowly- educated. oh well.
but we had a good time :D ! we caught up of all the lost times. he paid for everything which made me feel so bad about it and he practically memorised the whole routine of House of Dead 4 , i wondered if dying in stage 2 for a first- timer is a good thing? i think woodlands mall gives that much memories, like collecting donation and out with my best friends , i wonder what else will be next for me .
hm, i am dying to play floorball! i haven t touched my stick for a long time and i want to run like a crazy cow round the court again. oh pei pei pei pei, when is it when! i am so stressed from taking care of the kids in Pearlcare. Yes yes, i know they are cute but all 40 kids running around, against one wimpy teenage girl is honestly THAT bad. HOWEVER, this job teaches me how to be paitient which is a good thing :D although i lose my cool once in a while , only towards this one girl who is so god dam rude to me. She said she can take advantage of me because i am not fierce like her parents . I could only give her the killer eyes . >:[
i can t go to church AGAIN. i have to go to the dinner event with Daryl's family . I wanted to wear a dress but after a few days and LOTS of thinking , i realised it is kinda useless. There is really no point. I am gonna be myself , I don t want to pretend to be who i am not and my brain said i don t like him anymore but after meeting up with him, i wonder what will my heart say? Will she panic and jump about or simply be her normal self. Gah, i wished the best for myself :D
So a T-shirt and a jeans will do.
watched Madagascar and coudln t stop laughing at the stupid arrogant penguins. they are so cute! i think i love cartoon penguins now . don t worry spongebob, your my one and only gay cartoon icon :D

look how madly deeply in love we are :D
Friday, January 26, 2007
} MAN!
haha. just saw peipei's post on not-having-faith-in-ourselve-that-we-ARE-that-good-in floorball. like wth peipei! come on, we are just giving the boys face. btw, i think i have improved ! even if that means that i haven t been attending club training for a long time, HOWEVER! i got new indoor court shoes so i bet i will run faster ! hahahahaha.
ok , what i am trying to say is , just play okay? who cares about what other thinks! too much confidence leads them to no where.
so urm, when is it :D
haha. just saw peipei's post on not-having-faith-in-ourselve-that-we-ARE-that-good-in floorball. like wth peipei! come on, we are just giving the boys face. btw, i think i have improved ! even if that means that i haven t been attending club training for a long time, HOWEVER! i got new indoor court shoes so i bet i will run faster ! hahahahaha.
ok , what i am trying to say is , just play okay? who cares about what other thinks! too much confidence leads them to no where.
so urm, when is it :D
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
} it all ends up to me.
" SO I AM THE NEXT WORSE OFF WOMAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD LA ! "
why did you ask me that when you know it is not true? why does it still all ends up with me . i didn t said i didnt want to go into direct admission, i just wanted you to know that if i have a choice i don t want to go into Nanyang Poly. But if you didn t know , it hurts knowing that you don t have faith in me. Why is it so hard to understand ?
i just need to know that you trust me , but somehow you can t seem to loosen the strings yet. the arguement always start when kor is around and in the end i get hurt the most but it really never occur to you that i am really really emotionally stressed because of this . Somehow i can t cry it out , omg, it is really that bad but you have no clues about it and when i tell you, or maybe hint, you laughed it off?
In the end, all the blames are pushed back to me , the faults and the anger.
fucked.
" SO I AM THE NEXT WORSE OFF WOMAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD LA ! "
why did you ask me that when you know it is not true? why does it still all ends up with me . i didn t said i didnt want to go into direct admission, i just wanted you to know that if i have a choice i don t want to go into Nanyang Poly. But if you didn t know , it hurts knowing that you don t have faith in me. Why is it so hard to understand ?
i just need to know that you trust me , but somehow you can t seem to loosen the strings yet. the arguement always start when kor is around and in the end i get hurt the most but it really never occur to you that i am really really emotionally stressed because of this . Somehow i can t cry it out , omg, it is really that bad but you have no clues about it and when i tell you, or maybe hint, you laughed it off?
In the end, all the blames are pushed back to me , the faults and the anger.
fucked.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
} dam.
wah lau. sandy is super mean?
Box says:
hi!
Box says:
=]
goldfish <3 says:
HEY YO!
Box says:
are u a person called jy
goldfish <3 says:
o.o
Box says:
?
goldfish <3 says:
yeah?
goldfish <3 says:
you mad ?
goldfish <3 says:
sansy?
Box says:
..?
Box says:
sand is now in hospital
goldfish <3 says:
.
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
omg.
goldfish <3 says:
is she okay?
Box says:
no she wants me to pass her 'habbo'frens this msg
goldfish <3 says:
what happened to her?
Box says:
shes fine thats wad she wans me to tell u all
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
don t mind ,
goldfish <3 says:
but i really can t know more ?
Box says:
ya..
Box says:
do come to her funeral
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
hey
goldfish <3 says:
sandy.
goldfish <3 says:
not funny.
Box says:
no i am her sister..
goldfish <3 says:
if she is fine, why do you want me to go to her funeral.
Box says:
she wants me to say that...
goldfish <3 says:
liar.
Box says:
the fine part.
goldfish <3 says:
what happened to her.
Box says:
=S
goldfish <3 says:
i am serious.
goldfish <3 says:
what?
Box says:
yup me too/
goldfish <3 says:
what happen?
Box says:
cya
goldfish <3 says:
..
Box says:
lmao kidding de la..
goldfish <3 says:
your being selfish man
goldfish <3 says:
OMG
goldfish <3 says:
SANDY
Box says:
LOL..
goldfish <3 says:
THAT IS NOT FUNNY
goldfish <3 says:
YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I AM
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG
Box says:
LOOOl.
goldfish <3 says:
FREAK.
goldfish <3 says:
HEY
Box says:
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
goldfish <3 says:
THIS IS NOT FUNNY
Box says:
i know can feel.
goldfish <3 says:
SHET
Box says:
LOL
goldfish <3 says:
WTH.
goldfish <3 says:
HEY
Box says:
just now right
Box says:
ch u i think
Box says:
got this movie ma
Box says:
so touching leh
goldfish <3 says:
THIS IS NOT MOVIE.
Box says:
then i sian now
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG
Box says:
so i just like that lor
Box says:
LOL..
goldfish <3 says:
YOU ARE THE BIG FREAK
Box says:
sorry la..
Box says:
LOL!
goldfish <3 says:
YOU REALLY HAD ME WORRIED YOU KNOW.
Box says:
LOOOOOL
goldfish <3 says:
AND AND
goldfish <3 says:
OMG.
goldfish <3 says:
PLEASE
Box says:
.......
goldfish <3 says:
WHEN YOU GO HOSPITAL.
Box says:
LOL!
goldfish <3 says:
DON T TELL YOUR SISTER TO SAY THAT.
goldfish <3 says:
WAH LAU
goldfish <3 says:
SHEET!
Box says:
LOL.
Box says:
i will
Box says:
lmaooo
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG OMG.
Box says:
i will say i fine
Box says:
but actually dying
Box says:
lmao
goldfish <3 says:
YOU ARE AN ARSE.
Box says:
!
Box says:
loooool.
Box says:
hey
Box says:
walau?
Box says:
i at above
Box says:
pray for u all?
Box says:
=]]
goldfish <3 says:
pray?
goldfish <3 says:
more like purposely make us trip
Box says:
LOL
Box says:
no lor
goldfish <3 says:
man
goldfish <3 says:
i dunno if i should be mad at you
Box says:
lol
Box says:
ya u slhd
she really had me there. my mind was quite freaked out .
omg omg . and i think i was quite pissed at "her sister" ?
thank god. it isn t true.
wah lau. sandy is super mean?
Box says:
hi!
Box says:
=]
goldfish <3 says:
HEY YO!
Box says:
are u a person called jy
goldfish <3 says:
o.o
Box says:
?
goldfish <3 says:
yeah?
goldfish <3 says:
you mad ?
goldfish <3 says:
sansy?
Box says:
..?
Box says:
sand is now in hospital
goldfish <3 says:
.
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
omg.
goldfish <3 says:
is she okay?
Box says:
no she wants me to pass her 'habbo'frens this msg
goldfish <3 says:
what happened to her?
Box says:
shes fine thats wad she wans me to tell u all
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
don t mind ,
goldfish <3 says:
but i really can t know more ?
Box says:
ya..
Box says:
do come to her funeral
goldfish <3 says:
..
goldfish <3 says:
hey
goldfish <3 says:
sandy.
goldfish <3 says:
not funny.
Box says:
no i am her sister..
goldfish <3 says:
if she is fine, why do you want me to go to her funeral.
Box says:
she wants me to say that...
goldfish <3 says:
liar.
Box says:
the fine part.
goldfish <3 says:
what happened to her.
Box says:
=S
goldfish <3 says:
i am serious.
goldfish <3 says:
what?
Box says:
yup me too/
goldfish <3 says:
what happen?
Box says:
cya
goldfish <3 says:
..
Box says:
lmao kidding de la..
goldfish <3 says:
your being selfish man
goldfish <3 says:
OMG
goldfish <3 says:
SANDY
Box says:
LOL..
goldfish <3 says:
THAT IS NOT FUNNY
goldfish <3 says:
YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I AM
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG
Box says:
LOOOl.
goldfish <3 says:
FREAK.
goldfish <3 says:
HEY
Box says:
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
goldfish <3 says:
THIS IS NOT FUNNY
Box says:
i know can feel.
goldfish <3 says:
SHET
Box says:
LOL
goldfish <3 says:
WTH.
goldfish <3 says:
HEY
Box says:
just now right
Box says:
ch u i think
Box says:
got this movie ma
Box says:
so touching leh
goldfish <3 says:
THIS IS NOT MOVIE.
Box says:
then i sian now
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG
Box says:
so i just like that lor
Box says:
LOL..
goldfish <3 says:
YOU ARE THE BIG FREAK
Box says:
sorry la..
Box says:
LOL!
goldfish <3 says:
YOU REALLY HAD ME WORRIED YOU KNOW.
Box says:
LOOOOOL
goldfish <3 says:
AND AND
goldfish <3 says:
OMG.
goldfish <3 says:
PLEASE
Box says:
.......
goldfish <3 says:
WHEN YOU GO HOSPITAL.
Box says:
LOL!
goldfish <3 says:
DON T TELL YOUR SISTER TO SAY THAT.
goldfish <3 says:
WAH LAU
goldfish <3 says:
SHEET!
Box says:
LOL.
Box says:
i will
Box says:
lmaooo
goldfish <3 says:
OMG OMG OMG.
Box says:
i will say i fine
Box says:
but actually dying
Box says:
lmao
goldfish <3 says:
YOU ARE AN ARSE.
Box says:
!
Box says:
loooool.
Box says:
hey
Box says:
walau?
Box says:
i at above
Box says:
pray for u all?
Box says:
=]]
goldfish <3 says:
pray?
goldfish <3 says:
more like purposely make us trip
Box says:
LOL
Box says:
no lor
goldfish <3 says:
man
goldfish <3 says:
i dunno if i should be mad at you
Box says:
lol
Box says:
ya u slhd
she really had me there. my mind was quite freaked out .
omg omg . and i think i was quite pissed at "her sister" ?
thank god. it isn t true.
} pan's labrinyth
PLEASE GO WATCH THAT SHOW IF YOU ARE 16 AND ABOVE!
it is really very good , like the ratings said! but there are some super gore and gruesome parts, then quite funny, deborah always says EEW very loudly? then there is this qian bian fellow who kept humming the lullaby tune. Yi lin , Deborah and I kept laughing to ourselves. go watch okays?
korkor fetched me to serangoon station then went off to have lunch with kaka. i arrived bugis early and i gave up my seat to an old man carrying a baby! but he didn t even gave a thanks? anyway! i saw about 20 people wearing strip clothings today. wow, super trendy ? even i bought a dress from Mango that is striped too :D before that, ate Mac while we looked around for handbags.
coudln t watch Pan's Labrinyth at Bugis so we took a train down to Orchard and watched at Lido instead . We walked around there first, and i saw a handbag i really like! but it is $280 -.- then had dinner at Long John Silvers for dinner.
after the movie, uncle wee lam fetched us back home.
i am so happy my mom approve of the dress!
oh well, have to get back to work tomorrow.
btw, i am keeping 3 pet goldfishes now :D
i dunno what to call them but i am sure i want to end it with a "mo" , you know , like Nemo?

choose 1 only!
PLEASE GO WATCH THAT SHOW IF YOU ARE 16 AND ABOVE!
it is really very good , like the ratings said! but there are some super gore and gruesome parts, then quite funny, deborah always says EEW very loudly? then there is this qian bian fellow who kept humming the lullaby tune. Yi lin , Deborah and I kept laughing to ourselves. go watch okays?
korkor fetched me to serangoon station then went off to have lunch with kaka. i arrived bugis early and i gave up my seat to an old man carrying a baby! but he didn t even gave a thanks? anyway! i saw about 20 people wearing strip clothings today. wow, super trendy ? even i bought a dress from Mango that is striped too :D before that, ate Mac while we looked around for handbags.
coudln t watch Pan's Labrinyth at Bugis so we took a train down to Orchard and watched at Lido instead . We walked around there first, and i saw a handbag i really like! but it is $280 -.- then had dinner at Long John Silvers for dinner.
after the movie, uncle wee lam fetched us back home.
i am so happy my mom approve of the dress!
oh well, have to get back to work tomorrow.
btw, i am keeping 3 pet goldfishes now :D
i dunno what to call them but i am sure i want to end it with a "mo" , you know , like Nemo?

choose 1 only!
Friday, January 19, 2007
} something special.
hello guys :D
sorry if i haven t been updating much, i just thought i would bore you guys out if i just talked to you mostly about my job at the daycare which i had been doing so everyday.
life at the pearlcare is pretty much like a lil prison. sometimes i wonder if the kids do get bonkers sometimes, but sensing often hyper activeness during playtime is normally my answer to my question. btw , i pierced my right ear! :D i don t look so lian now , hahaha.
anyway, today was kinda different .
deborah called me up and told me to meet her at 109 bus stop and we headed to punggol plaza after that because we had the urge to drink bubble tea and deborah went to get her siew mai. we saw kwok seng playing p2p in the foodcourt as we headed to the pearlcare and i felt quite irritated. i seriously think this type of people should get a life? Sure fine, play at home , no one cares, but when your with your friends or family around and your playing your p2p,please go slap yourself. So deborah went to say Hi while i walked ahead. We sat at some void deck and the condensation of my bubbletea make a face :]

:]
Deborah still felt hungry and called kwokseng up to get more siew mai for her and when he finally came, deborah said that he took the wrong chilli and asked him to go back and change it . it was pretty funny. Later , Deborah kinda said something mean and made kwok seng walked away and when deborah finally told me what she wanted to say, i was like o.o
She said there was a nose shit hanging out of his nose.
During tutoring time, taught louis his spellings and i am so proud :D haha, he didn t wanted me to test him at first but he finally let me because nobody wanted to teach him. haha! and he had another twin brother which deborah had a hard time teaching nicolas, so louis said,
" KORKOR, LET THIS JIE JIE TEACH YOU, VERY FAST ONE . REALLY , I KNOW HOW TO SPELL NOW! "
so cute. can t wait to test him again next monday :]
i think louis like me now . hahah! since he got everything correct, i let him draw my hand with a whiteboard marker, he wrote his initials and his brothers :D

louis ng , a sun full of energy and nicolas ng.
soon, it was time to go home and i saw sabrina! (vicky's sister) she is so darn cute and her mom is enlisting her next year. i dunno if i am still working there next year with my poly and all. When Sabrina talks, she will flap her hands. i LOVE swinging her round and round while she bite her lips . haha.

funny face. look like pig :] or frog.

sabrina and i.
then wee kiat , the chow sia bear is seriously mean. he said sabrina is ba gay like me . i wanted to whack him there. but hey, i looked like her older sister right :D
later korkor and mommy fetched me from my workplace and brought me home while i changed into a more decent outfits and waited for Kaka to reach our place. Meanwhile, my brother and my mother had a hard time feeding the stupid arowana because the frog kept escaping and the stupid arowana didn t want to eat it . btw, when nobody was at home one day, i had to feed the fish and the stupid frog escape to under the piano and it took me 15 minutes to get it out. i think the first 5 minutes was freaking out , screaming and searching for a dam torchlight.
while in the lift, i clipped my hair in some funny manner where it sticked out to the side.
jy: -fidgets with my hair while passing my handphone to my brother - Kor, can you take a picture of my behind?
kor: Sure.
Here is my "behind"

my mother couldn t stop laughing after i told her what happened. seriously korkor, very funny?!
we went to eat at ITE simei at this chinese resturant where they sell nice lobster porridge which i didn t really find it very big deal about . we went to changi airport later to have desserts at swenson which is a much better meal because i had sticky chewy chocolate [ kaka's treat! ] Later Huay yi played the word game with uncle tai kit and i kept adding dirty words in. And in the end only uncle tai kit and I were playing. hahaha. so funny. omg.

korkor and I .
Wen, Yi and i went to the toilet later and started fooling around.

hehs. so small. but pretty cool :D

i love you so much huay yi and huay wen :D
thanks for tolerating my nautical nonsense :]
hah. finally i am meeting up with my best friends this wednesday :]
then just now i was talking to weekiat and he called me ba gay goldfish and at that point of time , i got cut off from the wirlessnetwork and he felt so guilty , he even asked kwokseng whether i am online. he thought i block him lor. HAHAHA so funny. i couldn t stop lmao?
hm. i love my life now !
hello guys :D
sorry if i haven t been updating much, i just thought i would bore you guys out if i just talked to you mostly about my job at the daycare which i had been doing so everyday.
life at the pearlcare is pretty much like a lil prison. sometimes i wonder if the kids do get bonkers sometimes, but sensing often hyper activeness during playtime is normally my answer to my question. btw , i pierced my right ear! :D i don t look so lian now , hahaha.
anyway, today was kinda different .
deborah called me up and told me to meet her at 109 bus stop and we headed to punggol plaza after that because we had the urge to drink bubble tea and deborah went to get her siew mai. we saw kwok seng playing p2p in the foodcourt as we headed to the pearlcare and i felt quite irritated. i seriously think this type of people should get a life? Sure fine, play at home , no one cares, but when your with your friends or family around and your playing your p2p,please go slap yourself. So deborah went to say Hi while i walked ahead. We sat at some void deck and the condensation of my bubbletea make a face :]

:]
Deborah still felt hungry and called kwokseng up to get more siew mai for her and when he finally came, deborah said that he took the wrong chilli and asked him to go back and change it . it was pretty funny. Later , Deborah kinda said something mean and made kwok seng walked away and when deborah finally told me what she wanted to say, i was like o.o
She said there was a nose shit hanging out of his nose.
During tutoring time, taught louis his spellings and i am so proud :D haha, he didn t wanted me to test him at first but he finally let me because nobody wanted to teach him. haha! and he had another twin brother which deborah had a hard time teaching nicolas, so louis said,
" KORKOR, LET THIS JIE JIE TEACH YOU, VERY FAST ONE . REALLY , I KNOW HOW TO SPELL NOW! "
so cute. can t wait to test him again next monday :]
i think louis like me now . hahah! since he got everything correct, i let him draw my hand with a whiteboard marker, he wrote his initials and his brothers :D

louis ng , a sun full of energy and nicolas ng.
soon, it was time to go home and i saw sabrina! (vicky's sister) she is so darn cute and her mom is enlisting her next year. i dunno if i am still working there next year with my poly and all. When Sabrina talks, she will flap her hands. i LOVE swinging her round and round while she bite her lips . haha.

funny face. look like pig :] or frog.

sabrina and i.
then wee kiat , the chow sia bear is seriously mean. he said sabrina is ba gay like me . i wanted to whack him there. but hey, i looked like her older sister right :D
later korkor and mommy fetched me from my workplace and brought me home while i changed into a more decent outfits and waited for Kaka to reach our place. Meanwhile, my brother and my mother had a hard time feeding the stupid arowana because the frog kept escaping and the stupid arowana didn t want to eat it . btw, when nobody was at home one day, i had to feed the fish and the stupid frog escape to under the piano and it took me 15 minutes to get it out. i think the first 5 minutes was freaking out , screaming and searching for a dam torchlight.
while in the lift, i clipped my hair in some funny manner where it sticked out to the side.
jy: -fidgets with my hair while passing my handphone to my brother - Kor, can you take a picture of my behind?
kor: Sure.
Here is my "behind"

my mother couldn t stop laughing after i told her what happened. seriously korkor, very funny?!
we went to eat at ITE simei at this chinese resturant where they sell nice lobster porridge which i didn t really find it very big deal about . we went to changi airport later to have desserts at swenson which is a much better meal because i had sticky chewy chocolate [ kaka's treat! ] Later Huay yi played the word game with uncle tai kit and i kept adding dirty words in. And in the end only uncle tai kit and I were playing. hahaha. so funny. omg.

korkor and I .
Wen, Yi and i went to the toilet later and started fooling around.

hehs. so small. but pretty cool :D


i love you so much huay yi and huay wen :D
thanks for tolerating my nautical nonsense :]
hah. finally i am meeting up with my best friends this wednesday :]
then just now i was talking to weekiat and he called me ba gay goldfish and at that point of time , i got cut off from the wirlessnetwork and he felt so guilty , he even asked kwokseng whether i am online. he thought i block him lor. HAHAHA so funny. i couldn t stop lmao?
hm. i love my life now !
} :D
Jingyun had just return home from a family's dinner one night and realised that her favourite gothic shoe were a lil on the dirty side. " i better wash the soles" Jingyun mumbled as she headed to the balcony. Normally, when everybody is out of the house, the balcony's door is closed. Stretching out her tan hands to slide open the door, Jingyun noticed that her mother's lovely orchids were soon withering. She stepped into the balcony, turned the tap and rubbed the soles of her favourite pairs of shoes.
Jingyun placed her damp shoes on the newly-placed rack that her mother had asked a plumber to fix it in. Meanwhile, she coudln t help to resist the temptation of plucking that withering orchid hanging on a sturdy stem. Being weak, Jingyun sneakily plucked the orchid.
" OMG! " Jingyun screamed in her head.
" i remember Yi Lin warning me not to pluck any plants in the night as it will anger the spirit"
Jingyun stared at the flower and suddenly sensing the dark surrounding her. She could see at the corner at her eye that her mother was standing in the living room, under a light, checking bills from the bank. She felt afraid. She quickly turned and rushed to the living room..
only to realise, she had banged her whole body against the transparent door.
Jingyun had just return home from a family's dinner one night and realised that her favourite gothic shoe were a lil on the dirty side. " i better wash the soles" Jingyun mumbled as she headed to the balcony. Normally, when everybody is out of the house, the balcony's door is closed. Stretching out her tan hands to slide open the door, Jingyun noticed that her mother's lovely orchids were soon withering. She stepped into the balcony, turned the tap and rubbed the soles of her favourite pairs of shoes.
Jingyun placed her damp shoes on the newly-placed rack that her mother had asked a plumber to fix it in. Meanwhile, she coudln t help to resist the temptation of plucking that withering orchid hanging on a sturdy stem. Being weak, Jingyun sneakily plucked the orchid.
" OMG! " Jingyun screamed in her head.
" i remember Yi Lin warning me not to pluck any plants in the night as it will anger the spirit"
Jingyun stared at the flower and suddenly sensing the dark surrounding her. She could see at the corner at her eye that her mother was standing in the living room, under a light, checking bills from the bank. She felt afraid. She quickly turned and rushed to the living room..
only to realise, she had banged her whole body against the transparent door.
Monday, January 15, 2007
} the usual.
everyday is the same now , weekdays - work, saturday- out and sunday-church.
but why , even though i said i don t like him anymore , still feeling that this sunday is going to be special because we are having a dinner together. why is my heart still pumping like crazy and freaking out on what to wear? stupid heart is not following what my brain is thinking which usually happens.
i am trying not to be paranoid towards someone but i just can t help it , everytime he talks to me , he always put his face up close or tries to stand or sit near me and when that happens, i get all scared and stress? i am doing my best not to think this way but i can t help it , i can t even look at him in the eye and my eyes dart all over the place everytime he comes close.
i can t help to be mean but i really dunno why i am feeling this way but i know it is not nice because i have experience it before .
D:
everyday is the same now , weekdays - work, saturday- out and sunday-church.
but why , even though i said i don t like him anymore , still feeling that this sunday is going to be special because we are having a dinner together. why is my heart still pumping like crazy and freaking out on what to wear? stupid heart is not following what my brain is thinking which usually happens.
i am trying not to be paranoid towards someone but i just can t help it , everytime he talks to me , he always put his face up close or tries to stand or sit near me and when that happens, i get all scared and stress? i am doing my best not to think this way but i can t help it , i can t even look at him in the eye and my eyes dart all over the place everytime he comes close.
i can t help to be mean but i really dunno why i am feeling this way but i know it is not nice because i have experience it before .
D:
Thursday, January 11, 2007
} kisses for the kids.
woke up late, went to the hospital late, the check up was late, the report was late , the doctor was late, the train was late and in the end, i went to the work late.
brenda didn t come today but si qi opened up to me today, was really happy about it :] when i rushed in, she was the first one to grab my hands and asked me how to spell ' with' . She is so neat with her work, and when she was done with her homework, i gave her a kiss and a sweet :] I love the way she smile. Also, i almost vomitted a lil blood teaching jillian chinese spelling and it is going to be tested tomorrow , i hope she get all correct because when she finally got everything correct today, i so badly wanted to lift her up in the air and spin her round and round.
it was raining heavily today so the kids didn t get to run around at the playground so all the kids started playing board games while the boys play sword fightings. Soon, one by one left with their parents and kelvin, kwok seng and wee kiat were playing this row4 game together while jian cong and choon kiat were discussing. i think we played for quite long and then i saw choon kiat sitting quietly doing nothing so i grabbed the row4 game and asked him to play with me. i think he was quite shocked.
it was time to leave the daycare and we played with the puddles of water on the floor while trying our best not to fall. we walked to punggol plaza for the boys to get their bread and then headed to the bus stop. the boys went back home while deborah and i went to compass for dinner and home later.
on my way home , i recalled the memories on each step i walked and looked out for any suspicious creatures.
i am tired thinking about it .
woke up late, went to the hospital late, the check up was late, the report was late , the doctor was late, the train was late and in the end, i went to the work late.
brenda didn t come today but si qi opened up to me today, was really happy about it :] when i rushed in, she was the first one to grab my hands and asked me how to spell ' with' . She is so neat with her work, and when she was done with her homework, i gave her a kiss and a sweet :] I love the way she smile. Also, i almost vomitted a lil blood teaching jillian chinese spelling and it is going to be tested tomorrow , i hope she get all correct because when she finally got everything correct today, i so badly wanted to lift her up in the air and spin her round and round.
it was raining heavily today so the kids didn t get to run around at the playground so all the kids started playing board games while the boys play sword fightings. Soon, one by one left with their parents and kelvin, kwok seng and wee kiat were playing this row4 game together while jian cong and choon kiat were discussing. i think we played for quite long and then i saw choon kiat sitting quietly doing nothing so i grabbed the row4 game and asked him to play with me. i think he was quite shocked.
it was time to leave the daycare and we played with the puddles of water on the floor while trying our best not to fall. we walked to punggol plaza for the boys to get their bread and then headed to the bus stop. the boys went back home while deborah and i went to compass for dinner and home later.
on my way home , i recalled the memories on each step i walked and looked out for any suspicious creatures.
i am tired thinking about it .
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
} why does this song make so much sense
WHAT HURTS THE MOST
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
sang by : Rascal Flatts .
WHAT HURTS THE MOST
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
sang by : Rascal Flatts .
} love at the daycare center.
woke up really early today. coudln t really sleep the night before, kept tossing and turning the whole night thinking about goat. i think the long crush i have on him is over? what is the point of liking someone and your not like in return? won t that hurt you even further? also, it is no point making someone love you, nobody ever heard of forced love. after yesterday night of his virtual presence , yet not even a single ' hi' , i know it is really the time for me to give up trying besides i coudln t be myself when i am around him, so what's really the point? sigh, enough is enough i guess. but seriously, thank him for letting me thinking there really is some 'perfect dream guy' out there in the dam ocean which isn t biting my super big bait.
i was the earliest today and waited for jian cong and deborah for quite a while . i think i was daydreaming when jian cong came and he actually waved his hand in front of my face and it took me a while to notice it . thank god there weren t any awkward moments because i really didn th ave anythign in mind to talk to him about. he really can talk lor. :D i dunno if jian cong noticed my face when he talked about family problem, i hope he didn t .
deborah finally came because she took the long way down to sengkang but i think she should know how to go now. the route there was not really that difficult. we were just a couple of feets away from the daycare center and there were already kids squeezing their lil faces through the cold metal grills of the door calling out JIAN CONG KORKOR loudly. that moment is sweeter than any sugary gummys stuffed in your mouth. we came just in time for the primary 1, 2 and 3 kids. omg, they sure gave me the biggest welcome of my life. they pulled me into thier play area , wanting me to swing them round and round as fast as i could , with one holding tightly onto my hands and another fighting to get their turns by climbing onto BOTH my shoulders , one even headbutt my butt and soon all 6 kids clobbered all over my back.
meanwhile, deborah, jian cong and choon kiat were too busy laughing at me then to help me D:
it is really hard to remember their names! soon those group of primary kids have to go to school and there was this comical scene that i kept laughing so loudly. Miss Teng was shouting to the kids who has lost their water bottle but everybody ignored her and when everyone was ready to go, suddenly a boy pushed his way out of the line and screamed that he lost his waterbottle. We asked if it was the red one which miss teng had shown before but he was like NOOONOOO, then later deborah grabbed hold of him and pointed at his left pocket of his bag. He coudln t find his water bottle because he always put it in the right pocket. I LAUGH UNTIL BTH.
after the kids left, the day care center was really quiet and miss teng gave us tips to help the lil one and what we should do and should not. after her lecture, deborah and i felt a lil hungry but the lunch that they cook didn t look really edible. So we just laid around and talk at the play area. Later aunty agnes asked us to help the cook to dry the utensils and cutlerys while jian cong set the table and soon all the primary 4, 5 and 6 kids came, there were a few primary 1 and 2.
the lil one had rice and lady fingers for lunch and i saw miss siok yat and i called her aunty -.- and miss siok yat own the day care center. Later she was nice enough to give us some of her money for lunch and there is seriously nothing in punggol, honestly, truthfully. We bought some bread from punggol plaza and headed back. Although i was hungry, i didn t really finished my waffles.
When we came back, the kids have already done their bathing and finish thier lunch so there was a lil playtime for them and brenda introduced herself to me . SHE IS SOOO CUTE OKAY. i really love her to bits. But before that i played with zhi xi, she is really quiet but extremly guai! People asked her to sit, she sit . Unlike louis and nicholas, they are like lil bunch of flies that poke you every now and then and they told other kids to attack me . It was quite hard to differentiate between the twins and finally some helpful kids told me that nicholas had a mole on his mouth but louis don t .
i love brenda :D She is primary 2 btw :D
she is so sweet la.
she climbed onto my lap and told me sadly that it was hard to pronouce my name and when i tried to tell my name to her slowly , she just couldn t get it and finally she whispered into my ears, " can i call you pretty instead? "

AWWWWW!
she looks cuter when she smile though :D so much cuter. her eyes would go into a happy squint. and she is a chinese but is super tan because her mommy often bring her to the swimming pool.
after that play time, it was time for story telling and later it was nap time. Brenda wanted me to sleep with her and pulled my hands gently to her corner but i coudln t of course. It took the girls some time to settle down, we pat, kissed and stroked each and every girl's hair in the room. God, they really looked so angelic when their eyes are closed. Also, i had to make a deal with one girl, One sweet = sleep. No sleep = no sweet. And i specially had to buy them some haribo gummy sweets for them today at compass mall .
After the angels have woken up , it was their tea time ( milo and banana ) I got a banana too, though i was dying for the milo. HAHAHA. then after they had finished, it was time to study but before that we had to do some silly exercise which i kept laughing to myself and i think choon kiat coudln t help but to laugh with me also. i had to help tutor this lil boy called kelvin and thank goodness his spelling is not as bad as deborah's tutoring kid. She almost vomitted blood. I feel a great satisfication today :D kelvin finally understood how to round off to the nearest ten after countless of hints and examples. whew, and he is so smart, he can spell the word parliaments.
and finally it was play time. hyper time. all the kids ran to the playground and i played with brenda, piggybacking her liek crazy with other kids . i think this is one heathly exercise of losing weight. they are so hyped up. and kwok seng is lame lame lame. soon brenda had to go home and she didn t give me a kiss D:
actually had prayer session today but deborah and i didn t wanted to go , instead we went to compass for dinner at KFC :D
woke up really early today. coudln t really sleep the night before, kept tossing and turning the whole night thinking about goat. i think the long crush i have on him is over? what is the point of liking someone and your not like in return? won t that hurt you even further? also, it is no point making someone love you, nobody ever heard of forced love. after yesterday night of his virtual presence , yet not even a single ' hi' , i know it is really the time for me to give up trying besides i coudln t be myself when i am around him, so what's really the point? sigh, enough is enough i guess. but seriously, thank him for letting me thinking there really is some 'perfect dream guy' out there in the dam ocean which isn t biting my super big bait.
i was the earliest today and waited for jian cong and deborah for quite a while . i think i was daydreaming when jian cong came and he actually waved his hand in front of my face and it took me a while to notice it . thank god there weren t any awkward moments because i really didn th ave anythign in mind to talk to him about. he really can talk lor. :D i dunno if jian cong noticed my face when he talked about family problem, i hope he didn t .
deborah finally came because she took the long way down to sengkang but i think she should know how to go now. the route there was not really that difficult. we were just a couple of feets away from the daycare center and there were already kids squeezing their lil faces through the cold metal grills of the door calling out JIAN CONG KORKOR loudly. that moment is sweeter than any sugary gummys stuffed in your mouth. we came just in time for the primary 1, 2 and 3 kids. omg, they sure gave me the biggest welcome of my life. they pulled me into thier play area , wanting me to swing them round and round as fast as i could , with one holding tightly onto my hands and another fighting to get their turns by climbing onto BOTH my shoulders , one even headbutt my butt and soon all 6 kids clobbered all over my back.
meanwhile, deborah, jian cong and choon kiat were too busy laughing at me then to help me D:
it is really hard to remember their names! soon those group of primary kids have to go to school and there was this comical scene that i kept laughing so loudly. Miss Teng was shouting to the kids who has lost their water bottle but everybody ignored her and when everyone was ready to go, suddenly a boy pushed his way out of the line and screamed that he lost his waterbottle. We asked if it was the red one which miss teng had shown before but he was like NOOONOOO, then later deborah grabbed hold of him and pointed at his left pocket of his bag. He coudln t find his water bottle because he always put it in the right pocket. I LAUGH UNTIL BTH.
after the kids left, the day care center was really quiet and miss teng gave us tips to help the lil one and what we should do and should not. after her lecture, deborah and i felt a lil hungry but the lunch that they cook didn t look really edible. So we just laid around and talk at the play area. Later aunty agnes asked us to help the cook to dry the utensils and cutlerys while jian cong set the table and soon all the primary 4, 5 and 6 kids came, there were a few primary 1 and 2.
the lil one had rice and lady fingers for lunch and i saw miss siok yat and i called her aunty -.- and miss siok yat own the day care center. Later she was nice enough to give us some of her money for lunch and there is seriously nothing in punggol, honestly, truthfully. We bought some bread from punggol plaza and headed back. Although i was hungry, i didn t really finished my waffles.
When we came back, the kids have already done their bathing and finish thier lunch so there was a lil playtime for them and brenda introduced herself to me . SHE IS SOOO CUTE OKAY. i really love her to bits. But before that i played with zhi xi, she is really quiet but extremly guai! People asked her to sit, she sit . Unlike louis and nicholas, they are like lil bunch of flies that poke you every now and then and they told other kids to attack me . It was quite hard to differentiate between the twins and finally some helpful kids told me that nicholas had a mole on his mouth but louis don t .
i love brenda :D She is primary 2 btw :D
she is so sweet la.
she climbed onto my lap and told me sadly that it was hard to pronouce my name and when i tried to tell my name to her slowly , she just couldn t get it and finally she whispered into my ears, " can i call you pretty instead? "

AWWWWW!
she looks cuter when she smile though :D so much cuter. her eyes would go into a happy squint. and she is a chinese but is super tan because her mommy often bring her to the swimming pool.
after that play time, it was time for story telling and later it was nap time. Brenda wanted me to sleep with her and pulled my hands gently to her corner but i coudln t of course. It took the girls some time to settle down, we pat, kissed and stroked each and every girl's hair in the room. God, they really looked so angelic when their eyes are closed. Also, i had to make a deal with one girl, One sweet = sleep. No sleep = no sweet. And i specially had to buy them some haribo gummy sweets for them today at compass mall .
After the angels have woken up , it was their tea time ( milo and banana ) I got a banana too, though i was dying for the milo. HAHAHA. then after they had finished, it was time to study but before that we had to do some silly exercise which i kept laughing to myself and i think choon kiat coudln t help but to laugh with me also. i had to help tutor this lil boy called kelvin and thank goodness his spelling is not as bad as deborah's tutoring kid. She almost vomitted blood. I feel a great satisfication today :D kelvin finally understood how to round off to the nearest ten after countless of hints and examples. whew, and he is so smart, he can spell the word parliaments.
and finally it was play time. hyper time. all the kids ran to the playground and i played with brenda, piggybacking her liek crazy with other kids . i think this is one heathly exercise of losing weight. they are so hyped up. and kwok seng is lame lame lame. soon brenda had to go home and she didn t give me a kiss D:
actually had prayer session today but deborah and i didn t wanted to go , instead we went to compass for dinner at KFC :D
Monday, January 08, 2007
} boots shoes are made for walking
aunties came over in the morning to play mah jong . my godma talked the loudest above all the other 3 aunties but i still love her :D my brother and i could still sleep through all the racket of gossiping and the knockings of mahjong tiles against each other. later korkor woke me up at 2 and asked me to get changed quickly and he will only give me 15 minutes but i took 30 minutes. HAHAHA. struggled to finish my lunch before rushing off with kor kor.
before that , when i rushed to greet all the aunties , they all say i wear very nice except for my mother ]: she say my tube very low but my aunties like hush her and tell her don t be in the 80s. hahaha. so funny.
we walked so fast to the bus stop, thank you to my brother D: when i reached the bus stop, i was panting a lil? we alighted near Serangoon station and took the train down to outram park and change to the green line to go down to queenways. A few minutes before reaching queenways, korkor told me to prepare myself and said we can make it for the special bus that leave at 3:50 to queenways shopping center.
kor: run hor later. don t want to miss that special bus.
jy: why can t we take the taxi?
kor: because if we take the special bus, they will give us a $5 off for all the shoes .
jy: WAH!!
we ran out of the trains , rushed down the stairs and bumped people and there was this nice guy who let me tap my card first because i was giving a kor-don-pangseh-me look. HAHAHA. so funny. We were just a minute away before the special bus leave . when we sat down, we were panting again. Korkor later browse at the magazine left behind a chair's netting. meanwhile, i was taking out a piece of chewing gum to eat.
kor: open your bag bigger.
jy: huh.. omg no.
kor: :D
later i saw the special bus turning in to Alexandra hospital and i gave kor kor a confused look. after dropping off at the alexandra hospital entrance, i asked kor kor for the $5 discount and he said THERE! we got it already. you see, we didn t take a taxi so we didn t get charge for the surcharge - 2.50 each. so we get $5 off!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH! omgomgomg. tell me why didn t i fainted right at the spot? i wanted to bite him there. And when i asked him about the magazine, he told me he was borrowing it and will return it when he finished reading. seriously, my brother made use of the paitients and visitors shuttle bus to alexandra hospital because queenways shopping mall is right next to it. took a long roam in the building and i spotted korkor wee with his friends there :D and i have finally decided to buy this pair of shoes :D

haha :D so cheap. $61
btw, saw a primary school friend of mine working in a limited edition nike shop. now i know where he get his galore of fanciful shoes.
went to try out this marine parade laksa shop in the heart of queenways shopping mall. not bad :D but i think it is overpriced. after that , waited for the special bus again. while waiting, there were 2 boys playing around and suddenly one boy rushed up to where my brother was standing and pulled down his pants? so funny. my brother got a bad shock. i thought the boy wanted to wee at my brother's shoes then the mother quickly rushed forward and brought him to the toilet. i think the mother was too embarassed to turn to look at us and didn t noticed that the boy's private zone was still exposed. the bus soon arrived and korkor and i got a seat. then he realised that the people that were standing were all females and he felt really bad. i think he coudln t take it anymore and asked a lady beside him if she wanted his seat. how the lady answered was quite funny because she looked frighten? i coudln t stop lol-ing after that.
went to vivocity for dinner , before that walked around a lil and then we came across this magazine shop and there was this column full of FHM and sexy girls and the shopkeeper titled that area MALE LIFESTYLE it is like trying to saying every second of man's life is porno? ate at Thai-accent and i tried the green curry which is soooo hot! it is not really spicy, just that when it goes down your throat , you really need more than one glass of water. Korkor order a bowl of tomyam beehoon and it was just as hot too. Our nose kept dripping and i think it was quite obvious because striaght away, a waitress came and gave us a couple of tissues. She is so cute :D and before leaving the resturant, the manager who served me before asked whether i enjoyed the green curry. It is really surprising because he served so many customers and could remember something so ordinary that i have chose to eat.
stayed a lil while in the bookshop and they had this small display of artist's notebooks and you can actually view them but you must wear a pair of gloves to keep it clean. their drawings are nothing compared to mine. i am so full of envy now. went to the arcade later and played air hockey and i finally beat my brother >:DD but he beat me in my always champion armadallo game. he rolled so fast. took a picture of him drifting a virtual car. can you imagine someone can still looked so calm while drifting in real life?

drifting is an art.
headed home after that. it started to rain later and we ran , not because we mind getting wet, but because my brother wanted to show me how fast his turbo speed mean.
aunties came over in the morning to play mah jong . my godma talked the loudest above all the other 3 aunties but i still love her :D my brother and i could still sleep through all the racket of gossiping and the knockings of mahjong tiles against each other. later korkor woke me up at 2 and asked me to get changed quickly and he will only give me 15 minutes but i took 30 minutes. HAHAHA. struggled to finish my lunch before rushing off with kor kor.
before that , when i rushed to greet all the aunties , they all say i wear very nice except for my mother ]: she say my tube very low but my aunties like hush her and tell her don t be in the 80s. hahaha. so funny.
we walked so fast to the bus stop, thank you to my brother D: when i reached the bus stop, i was panting a lil? we alighted near Serangoon station and took the train down to outram park and change to the green line to go down to queenways. A few minutes before reaching queenways, korkor told me to prepare myself and said we can make it for the special bus that leave at 3:50 to queenways shopping center.
kor: run hor later. don t want to miss that special bus.
jy: why can t we take the taxi?
kor: because if we take the special bus, they will give us a $5 off for all the shoes .
jy: WAH!!
we ran out of the trains , rushed down the stairs and bumped people and there was this nice guy who let me tap my card first because i was giving a kor-don-pangseh-me look. HAHAHA. so funny. We were just a minute away before the special bus leave . when we sat down, we were panting again. Korkor later browse at the magazine left behind a chair's netting. meanwhile, i was taking out a piece of chewing gum to eat.
kor: open your bag bigger.
jy: huh.. omg no.
kor: :D
later i saw the special bus turning in to Alexandra hospital and i gave kor kor a confused look. after dropping off at the alexandra hospital entrance, i asked kor kor for the $5 discount and he said THERE! we got it already. you see, we didn t take a taxi so we didn t get charge for the surcharge - 2.50 each. so we get $5 off!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH! omgomgomg. tell me why didn t i fainted right at the spot? i wanted to bite him there. And when i asked him about the magazine, he told me he was borrowing it and will return it when he finished reading. seriously, my brother made use of the paitients and visitors shuttle bus to alexandra hospital because queenways shopping mall is right next to it. took a long roam in the building and i spotted korkor wee with his friends there :D and i have finally decided to buy this pair of shoes :D

haha :D so cheap. $61
btw, saw a primary school friend of mine working in a limited edition nike shop. now i know where he get his galore of fanciful shoes.
went to try out this marine parade laksa shop in the heart of queenways shopping mall. not bad :D but i think it is overpriced. after that , waited for the special bus again. while waiting, there were 2 boys playing around and suddenly one boy rushed up to where my brother was standing and pulled down his pants? so funny. my brother got a bad shock. i thought the boy wanted to wee at my brother's shoes then the mother quickly rushed forward and brought him to the toilet. i think the mother was too embarassed to turn to look at us and didn t noticed that the boy's private zone was still exposed. the bus soon arrived and korkor and i got a seat. then he realised that the people that were standing were all females and he felt really bad. i think he coudln t take it anymore and asked a lady beside him if she wanted his seat. how the lady answered was quite funny because she looked frighten? i coudln t stop lol-ing after that.
went to vivocity for dinner , before that walked around a lil and then we came across this magazine shop and there was this column full of FHM and sexy girls and the shopkeeper titled that area MALE LIFESTYLE it is like trying to saying every second of man's life is porno? ate at Thai-accent and i tried the green curry which is soooo hot! it is not really spicy, just that when it goes down your throat , you really need more than one glass of water. Korkor order a bowl of tomyam beehoon and it was just as hot too. Our nose kept dripping and i think it was quite obvious because striaght away, a waitress came and gave us a couple of tissues. She is so cute :D and before leaving the resturant, the manager who served me before asked whether i enjoyed the green curry. It is really surprising because he served so many customers and could remember something so ordinary that i have chose to eat.
stayed a lil while in the bookshop and they had this small display of artist's notebooks and you can actually view them but you must wear a pair of gloves to keep it clean. their drawings are nothing compared to mine. i am so full of envy now. went to the arcade later and played air hockey and i finally beat my brother >:DD but he beat me in my always champion armadallo game. he rolled so fast. took a picture of him drifting a virtual car. can you imagine someone can still looked so calm while drifting in real life?

drifting is an art.
headed home after that. it started to rain later and we ran , not because we mind getting wet, but because my brother wanted to show me how fast his turbo speed mean.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
} PIG STEW.
went to church in the morning and i am sorry deborah but i was really quite angry that you were late and you didn t even apolegise? hmm nevermind, it is all over and everything is okay already :D glad you like the necklace i got for you. today's session at church was a lil scary. i dunno why but i feel scared when people speak ' tang ' . they speak it when the holy spirit touch or bless them. I was taken a back when a lady in front of me started speaking tang really loudly and when we were singing songs to Jesus , a boy suddenly broke down and cried and a girl i was holdings hands with spoke tang too. i really dunno how to explain my feelings at that time. And also i learnt that it is better not to talk when i am angry and it does not matter who is right or wrong, it is who will make it right. hello, make sense right.
after the session, went to meet korkorwee, yuan yin and yi lin at marine parade entrance. before that , bought curry pok and cheese ball to eat while waiting. our youth session is really weird, it is after breakfast and no lunch , so everytime after a session, deborah and i always feel hungry. :D actually the plan was to go have a free lesson of salsa but korkor wee change his plan to cycling and then change again to bowling. we went to marine bowling at east coast park.
we played funny for the first game and i got in the hang of 'wooing' everytime somebody bowl . LOL, korkor wee was so shy when everyone woo after he got a strike. you can see his face turning red. finally, i got a nice picture of yi lin and I . i like i like :D not long, we had to change lanes because the machine was spoilt. a lot of people were staring at us especially the group of guys beside our lanes.

:D
after korkor came, we decided to challenge each other. it was so funny.
we called ourselve PIG STEW there was korkor, huaywen, yilin, ryan and me :D! and korkorwee's team was KWAY CHUP HAHAHA. inside consist of yuan yin , deborah and huay yi. because there were 4 of them, we allow them to give a 50 points leadway but in the end pig stew won cause my brother got so many strikes -.- i really dunno how he do it . woot, then korkor wee said i got the natural look of being a national bowler. HAHAHA.
korkorwee, kor kor and my father played another game among themselve while the cousins run up to the arcade and we had to wait a while for the guys to collect the tokens. straight away after deborah and i collect the tokens, we chiong to the dance dance revolutions game? halfway deborah let yi lin play and she chiong to the para para ( using hands) soon, my brother said we had to go for dinner. our parents wanted to eat at a koran bbq resturant but it was really expensive so we decided to hang aroudn at burger king while waiting for our turn in long beach resturant :D
the dinner was really good maybe because yilin deborah and i laughed a lot. too bad sufen wasn t here D:

'ohana' means family and family means nobody is forgotten or get left behind.
yay. korkor is gonna get my shoooooe :D
went to church in the morning and i am sorry deborah but i was really quite angry that you were late and you didn t even apolegise? hmm nevermind, it is all over and everything is okay already :D glad you like the necklace i got for you. today's session at church was a lil scary. i dunno why but i feel scared when people speak ' tang ' . they speak it when the holy spirit touch or bless them. I was taken a back when a lady in front of me started speaking tang really loudly and when we were singing songs to Jesus , a boy suddenly broke down and cried and a girl i was holdings hands with spoke tang too. i really dunno how to explain my feelings at that time. And also i learnt that it is better not to talk when i am angry and it does not matter who is right or wrong, it is who will make it right. hello, make sense right.
after the session, went to meet korkorwee, yuan yin and yi lin at marine parade entrance. before that , bought curry pok and cheese ball to eat while waiting. our youth session is really weird, it is after breakfast and no lunch , so everytime after a session, deborah and i always feel hungry. :D actually the plan was to go have a free lesson of salsa but korkor wee change his plan to cycling and then change again to bowling. we went to marine bowling at east coast park.
we played funny for the first game and i got in the hang of 'wooing' everytime somebody bowl . LOL, korkor wee was so shy when everyone woo after he got a strike. you can see his face turning red. finally, i got a nice picture of yi lin and I . i like i like :D not long, we had to change lanes because the machine was spoilt. a lot of people were staring at us especially the group of guys beside our lanes.

:D
after korkor came, we decided to challenge each other. it was so funny.
we called ourselve PIG STEW there was korkor, huaywen, yilin, ryan and me :D! and korkorwee's team was KWAY CHUP HAHAHA. inside consist of yuan yin , deborah and huay yi. because there were 4 of them, we allow them to give a 50 points leadway but in the end pig stew won cause my brother got so many strikes -.- i really dunno how he do it . woot, then korkor wee said i got the natural look of being a national bowler. HAHAHA.
korkorwee, kor kor and my father played another game among themselve while the cousins run up to the arcade and we had to wait a while for the guys to collect the tokens. straight away after deborah and i collect the tokens, we chiong to the dance dance revolutions game? halfway deborah let yi lin play and she chiong to the para para ( using hands) soon, my brother said we had to go for dinner. our parents wanted to eat at a koran bbq resturant but it was really expensive so we decided to hang aroudn at burger king while waiting for our turn in long beach resturant :D
the dinner was really good maybe because yilin deborah and i laughed a lot. too bad sufen wasn t here D:

'ohana' means family and family means nobody is forgotten or get left behind.
yay. korkor is gonna get my shoooooe :D
} yesterday .
didn t do so much in the morning. practically slept through the whole saturday afternooon. later in the evening , i willingly followed my mother to marine parade to meet with na and her family for dinner :D went to crystal jade and ate a set meal. but that wasnt our main aim, the main idea of going to marine parade is to spend nana's ESPIRIT discount >:D hahahaha. i bought a 3/4 jeans and a t-shirt :D , was about to go off but suddenly nana and mummy decided to stay longer so as usual .. :D

secret shot 2 :D

after taking the 'legs' photo, one of the staff told me i couldn t take photos here and i told her we were taking our own legs and she was a lil pissed? i didn t really know why but yeah. initially, nana didn t let us go to the arcade but after a short while she told us in a angry way to just go so in the end, i just go la :D too bad, i didn t see goat. sigh. why is it when i am dying to see him, he is just not there? we played the basketball game again but still haven t achieve to stage 3. thank goodness the pervertic cashier guy wasnt there that day cause before that huay wen and i were arguing who should top up the card . LOL.
went to GIANT later and people start going mad at one corner and realised they were snatching for lil mandrian oranges and mommy and nana and uncle tai kit were there picking and choosing and i took 2 and ate it straight away. HAHAHA. but too them, i think the oranges doesn t cost them much lor. after that wen, yi and i just pushed the trolley round and round while waiting for our parents.

trying hard to hold on.

i've got my own trolley . HAHAHA.

we've had dreams about being a rock star.
hahaha. btw i lied to nana that we didn t go arcade :D and yesterday when nana called me fat, she made it up by buy me a monokuru table calendar mat. i am still wondering where to put it >:D and uncle tai kit bluff me he was a vegetarian.
like that will EVER happen!
didn t do so much in the morning. practically slept through the whole saturday afternooon. later in the evening , i willingly followed my mother to marine parade to meet with na and her family for dinner :D went to crystal jade and ate a set meal. but that wasnt our main aim, the main idea of going to marine parade is to spend nana's ESPIRIT discount >:D hahahaha. i bought a 3/4 jeans and a t-shirt :D , was about to go off but suddenly nana and mummy decided to stay longer so as usual .. :D

secret shot 2 :D

after taking the 'legs' photo, one of the staff told me i couldn t take photos here and i told her we were taking our own legs and she was a lil pissed? i didn t really know why but yeah. initially, nana didn t let us go to the arcade but after a short while she told us in a angry way to just go so in the end, i just go la :D too bad, i didn t see goat. sigh. why is it when i am dying to see him, he is just not there? we played the basketball game again but still haven t achieve to stage 3. thank goodness the pervertic cashier guy wasnt there that day cause before that huay wen and i were arguing who should top up the card . LOL.
went to GIANT later and people start going mad at one corner and realised they were snatching for lil mandrian oranges and mommy and nana and uncle tai kit were there picking and choosing and i took 2 and ate it straight away. HAHAHA. but too them, i think the oranges doesn t cost them much lor. after that wen, yi and i just pushed the trolley round and round while waiting for our parents.

trying hard to hold on.

i've got my own trolley . HAHAHA.

we've had dreams about being a rock star.
hahaha. btw i lied to nana that we didn t go arcade :D and yesterday when nana called me fat, she made it up by buy me a monokuru table calendar mat. i am still wondering where to put it >:D and uncle tai kit bluff me he was a vegetarian.
like that will EVER happen!
Friday, January 05, 2007
} wonderful world.
feel so refreshed after my bathe :D had such a long day today.
was late today for 15minutes today so in the end we took a taxi down to SGH.the check-up was short today surprisingly and the doctor said i can be discharged today :D yay. but next week i still have to go to KKhospital for the results of my bloodtest. sigh.
later went to china-town because mommy wanted to try out the famous yong tau foo store. lunch-hour was over so the queue wasn t really that long.

mommy's the one in pink.
the yongtaufoo was quite good really but i seriously think it is overpriced. one small bowl for $3. mommy says it is because it does not contain any aginomoto hm. i dunno what is it called in english, maybe it is chemical flavouring? later we ordered sambal kangkong and her favourite dessert. i suddenly can t seem to remember the name. :\ took a walk around the market before having lunch and mommy just had to buy 3 heave mattress covers and we had to carry that stupid thing around bugis.
went on a search for a pair of slippers and i almost bought one for $49.90 but i didn t really found it comfortable and brought mommy with Icon with me to help me to look for my ideal shoes. actually i already had what i wanted in mind and i quickly went to Nora's shop where she do designs for the shoes . she is so creative la :D. she is mixed malay and chinese and she actually took higher chinese. man, i feel so shame of myself ): here, see her designs :D

can you smell the magic?
i was quite spoilt for choices and mommy let me buy 2 pairs :D i bought one right off the rack so she sold it to me at a cheaper price - $20. hah, i love it so much :D so gothic yet a lil feminine. the other pair is more for formal wear and i can only collect it next week. i can t wait for my pretty shoes :) right now , my gothic shoe.

fall in love with it baby.
met nana and huay yi at icon. they spend a long time looking at the cosplay shop and nana bought a pair of pants and stockings for huay wen. later nana was so mean, she made me wear huay wen pants and it was a lil tight then nana say:
it may be tight for you but of course not for huay wen la.
what the sheet. i helpped her yet she is so mean D: my mother also never defend me. huay yi also bought another custom made pair while i fetched wen from the station and bring her up to the icon and let her choose her own custom made shoes too. omg, we spend a lot of time in the shop when there are 5 levels downstairs waiting for me . so while i was waiting, huay yi and i started playing with the wall papers.

why did huay yi cross the road? :D

cause she wants to steal my cab D:

sexy pose hor (:

:)
later mommy accompany me to other levels and i bought a pair of white pants :D so stylo and i bought a present for someone. i think someone will squeal once she see it . later went to billy bombers for dinner. the food there is so rich. i ordered the ribs but i think kenny roger and outback ranch is better. their bbq sauce is so scarce. so dry. the milkshake is good too. huay wen's rootbeer float is not bad either :] she thought she broke her straw and made me ask for a new one . ): and i think huay wen 's appetide is increasing :D YES YES. i hope it is true. she ate so much today. hahaha.

i like this secret shot :D
after this, we still walk to PMK and i bought a shirt :D i think i will wear it to church. actually i didn t want to buy it at first because i coudln t try the white shirt and there was only S for yellow colour . i think the guy saw my sad face and told me secretly that i can try the white shirt secretly. hahaha. i was quite surprised. thank you to him, i got my white shirt :D mommy is so trendy now. she bought 2 shirts from pmk. hmm, i am wondering when is she going to wear it . i want to see my hip momma! the guy working at PMK bugis is not bad looking >:D

huay yi felt a lil bored while we were choosing clothes.
so she decided to play with the pictures on the floor,
trying to see how far she can jump.
it was so late yet my father hasnt had his dinner and we accompany him at ang mo kio and watched him gobbled away. i am glad he fetched us home , i was so tired D: hm, there is floorball training tomorrow and i think i will skipped it again. it sucks not to know anybody from there. i hope mr wee didn t keep any records. so i think i am free tomorrow, i am wondering what i am going to do. i wanted to say something but it slipped my mind.

mommy says she is going to ground kor because he keeps on eating expensive food with kaka. HAHA.
feel so refreshed after my bathe :D had such a long day today.
was late today for 15minutes today so in the end we took a taxi down to SGH.the check-up was short today surprisingly and the doctor said i can be discharged today :D yay. but next week i still have to go to KKhospital for the results of my bloodtest. sigh.
later went to china-town because mommy wanted to try out the famous yong tau foo store. lunch-hour was over so the queue wasn t really that long.

mommy's the one in pink.
the yongtaufoo was quite good really but i seriously think it is overpriced. one small bowl for $3. mommy says it is because it does not contain any aginomoto hm. i dunno what is it called in english, maybe it is chemical flavouring? later we ordered sambal kangkong and her favourite dessert. i suddenly can t seem to remember the name. :\ took a walk around the market before having lunch and mommy just had to buy 3 heave mattress covers and we had to carry that stupid thing around bugis.
went on a search for a pair of slippers and i almost bought one for $49.90 but i didn t really found it comfortable and brought mommy with Icon with me to help me to look for my ideal shoes. actually i already had what i wanted in mind and i quickly went to Nora's shop where she do designs for the shoes . she is so creative la :D. she is mixed malay and chinese and she actually took higher chinese. man, i feel so shame of myself ): here, see her designs :D

can you smell the magic?
i was quite spoilt for choices and mommy let me buy 2 pairs :D i bought one right off the rack so she sold it to me at a cheaper price - $20. hah, i love it so much :D so gothic yet a lil feminine. the other pair is more for formal wear and i can only collect it next week. i can t wait for my pretty shoes :) right now , my gothic shoe.

fall in love with it baby.
met nana and huay yi at icon. they spend a long time looking at the cosplay shop and nana bought a pair of pants and stockings for huay wen. later nana was so mean, she made me wear huay wen pants and it was a lil tight then nana say:
it may be tight for you but of course not for huay wen la.
what the sheet. i helpped her yet she is so mean D: my mother also never defend me. huay yi also bought another custom made pair while i fetched wen from the station and bring her up to the icon and let her choose her own custom made shoes too. omg, we spend a lot of time in the shop when there are 5 levels downstairs waiting for me . so while i was waiting, huay yi and i started playing with the wall papers.

why did huay yi cross the road? :D

cause she wants to steal my cab D:

sexy pose hor (:

:)
later mommy accompany me to other levels and i bought a pair of white pants :D so stylo and i bought a present for someone. i think someone will squeal once she see it . later went to billy bombers for dinner. the food there is so rich. i ordered the ribs but i think kenny roger and outback ranch is better. their bbq sauce is so scarce. so dry. the milkshake is good too. huay wen's rootbeer float is not bad either :] she thought she broke her straw and made me ask for a new one . ): and i think huay wen 's appetide is increasing :D YES YES. i hope it is true. she ate so much today. hahaha.

i like this secret shot :D
after this, we still walk to PMK and i bought a shirt :D i think i will wear it to church. actually i didn t want to buy it at first because i coudln t try the white shirt and there was only S for yellow colour . i think the guy saw my sad face and told me secretly that i can try the white shirt secretly. hahaha. i was quite surprised. thank you to him, i got my white shirt :D mommy is so trendy now. she bought 2 shirts from pmk. hmm, i am wondering when is she going to wear it . i want to see my hip momma! the guy working at PMK bugis is not bad looking >:D

huay yi felt a lil bored while we were choosing clothes.
so she decided to play with the pictures on the floor,
trying to see how far she can jump.
it was so late yet my father hasnt had his dinner and we accompany him at ang mo kio and watched him gobbled away. i am glad he fetched us home , i was so tired D: hm, there is floorball training tomorrow and i think i will skipped it again. it sucks not to know anybody from there. i hope mr wee didn t keep any records. so i think i am free tomorrow, i am wondering what i am going to do. i wanted to say something but it slipped my mind.

mommy says she is going to ground kor because he keeps on eating expensive food with kaka. HAHA.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
} TO THE HUSTLE!
hello :D
woke up early today to go meet deborah at raffles city to have breakfast before heading down to Singapore Poly Open house . the way there to poly is such a looonnng train ride. i think it would be fun to have a cousin going the same poly as you, or someone close :D yvonne said JC was a lil boring but i think later she will warm up and make a lot of friends . so happy for her. hope she don t forget me though. ): because she is the ONE TRUE FRIEND that stick with me through out (: urm, still got peipei they all la :D
anyway, deborah and I walked around first while my mother went to meet up with my father because he have forgotten to bring his handphone. later, we sat around and talk to the lecturers about the courses that we wanted to ask. i think i am game for creative media design :D it is quite interesting really. we have to sketch out designs for advertisements for some companies. Retail management and integrated business are courses that i will also keep in mind but the cut off points are so low. oh my god.
we went in to one of the career talk and i saw dented head. he is so tall. omg.
i saw Veron. A and Justin for 987fm! i wanted to take a photo with them but i am so shy ): oh yeah before i forget, jian cong is nice enough to let deborah and i know we can work at the daycare center but joanna doesn t seem so happy about it, like everything we do is wrong? deborah never really let me explain my feelings, she always say i sound so fierce when it comes to this type of things. haha :D
my father works in Singapore Poly for so long even my mother knows almost all the maritime lecturers there la :D we took a lil mini van to see the million dollar stimulator . it really looked that real okay! after a while, the lecturer explained so detailed that deborah and I keep getting distracted at other things. LOL. i think my mother also was feeling the boredom and bluffed one of the 'captain' that we are rushing to go somewhere and we skipped the whole engineering process. There was this ang mor kia studying there from mexico , HE IS SO CUTE :D i like his smile.
there was still a lot of time before meeting up with my brother and zhi qiang for dinner so my mom decided to go back to tiong bahru to do some massage for her neck. before that, mommy treat ourselves some gelatos :D

MM. darkchocolate with yoghurt :D
on the way to the clinic, suddenly there was this freako guy behind me said Hello. It gave me such a bad scare and he was standing so close to me . I think my face looked quite shocked and he spoke japanese. He thought we were from japan. OMG. then he started talking to my mother like he knew her for very long. psycho psycho psycho. we quickly walked in to the clinic after that. before mommy's turn, there was this ang mor kia who got his shoulders dislocated and the docter was trying to put the shoudler back. the shoudler got dislocated because he was playing wii nintendo tennis and he swing too hard and all of the sudden it dropped out . i didn t know so while i was sitting in the waiting room eating my gelato, the guy started screaming . i totally lost my appetide after that. after mommy gone in, deborah and i sat around before heading to the pet shop.

deborah playing with her poly goodie bag.

random shot :D

this is your spinal cord :D can you see me waving?
okay. the dogs at the pet shop are sooo cute :)

a customer's dog - Champion . :]

$1500 each. (toilet trained)

deborah and i bought this for rocky boy :D (peanut butter flavour)
later headed back to the clinic and continue waiting for mummy. while waiting, it started to rain heavily and the waiting room was so dark. the entrance to the doctor's room started to become even creepier than usual and when i peered in, i saw headless skeleton with a christmas star hanging around it . so much for a christmas tree :l

deborah still can play with the fierce doctor's reflection.

if you looked long enough, something might pop out. :D

see what i mean >:(
after that a elderly couple sat in the waiting room to wait for the rain to stop. we started chatting and surprisingly they dunno nothing about chinese. so whatever the doctor said, i sort of have to translate for them. mommy say they might be peranakan. no wonder. aunty looked like 60+ but she is in fact 70! and uncle also, he looked 60+ but he is 80! i was like OMG, really!? they say deborah and i are so helpful :] later the fierce doctor asked my mom whether deborah or I is prettier and of course my mom tell him that she can t comment on anything. HAHAHA. fine ): then the doctor say my eyes are nicer while deborah's nose is nicer. hm, each have her own flaws la hor >:D then he say we are prettier than fann wong . woot. deborah, i think we can sign up for miss universe when we are 18.
when the rain finally lighten up, we went to meet kor kor and zhiqiang for dinner at ang mo kio to eat salted egg crab :D Zhi qiang treat :D went to the library later and borrowed a lot of comics :D haha, later i used deborah receipt for some lucky draw. it was the only entry inside. i have this feeling she will win. HAHA. and the prize is some kiddy books. i stuffed some library books in my brother bag and it looked like a turtle shell. Deborah and I laughed like crazy. I should have took a photo of it .
deborah was supposed to bunk at my house tonight but she didn t bring any specs or extra contacts lens so in the end she called her parents to fetch her home. saw belle, i feel so sad for her , her father died not long but she still have to wait for wilma's employer to come back before attending her father's funeral. sigh, her eyes were so watery. i just didn t know what to say to her
btw, jia wei's second day of kindergarden school and he already beat somebody. HAHA, sound like my brother when he was young. he is so cute la . he is so adorable. he is the boy who is eating ice cream in the previous post.
hm, gtg hospital tomorrow. troublesome.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
} don t tell me you know me well enough.
because i don t even know what i want.
i can t seem to choose the necessary things that i need. it is hard, knowing that everyone around me is moving on while i am still stuck here wondering what i should actually do. i seriously wonder about my results that i am going to collect in feb. right now, with nothing to do, i might as well enjoy it now then regret it later in the future.
you know , i thought after i have completed my 'o' level , i would be free? but god dam it , i am so wrong. every study steps i take is always wrong (for him). he can never understand the talents i have, the talents that i think i have. i know i was never wise in the family but that doesn t mean you have to put me down in every way?
after this entry, i don t want to mention it anymore because from here onwards, it is my choice and no one else. i just hoped that if i take the wrong path, i suffer alone and don t pull anyone down with me . it kinda sucks being somebody's burden.
i didn t do much today except watched chobits.
btw, pauline really made sense. when one day i am really sick of him, i should just take a break. i dunno if i am doing it correctly.
because i don t even know what i want.
i can t seem to choose the necessary things that i need. it is hard, knowing that everyone around me is moving on while i am still stuck here wondering what i should actually do. i seriously wonder about my results that i am going to collect in feb. right now, with nothing to do, i might as well enjoy it now then regret it later in the future.
you know , i thought after i have completed my 'o' level , i would be free? but god dam it , i am so wrong. every study steps i take is always wrong (for him). he can never understand the talents i have, the talents that i think i have. i know i was never wise in the family but that doesn t mean you have to put me down in every way?
after this entry, i don t want to mention it anymore because from here onwards, it is my choice and no one else. i just hoped that if i take the wrong path, i suffer alone and don t pull anyone down with me . it kinda sucks being somebody's burden.
i didn t do much today except watched chobits.
btw, pauline really made sense. when one day i am really sick of him, i should just take a break. i dunno if i am doing it correctly.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
} blood diamonds.
deborah came over to my house in the morning while her mom went to facial. i was still sleeping when she came. i think i woke up after she coughed or something . ate porridge that my mom had bought from the coffeeshop and watched the world's strongest man. my brother is seriously full of crabs. :D he can make fun of everything and anything. later out of random, i told kor that uncle weelam and ryan watched night at the museum , gold class in VIVO city and my brother said he watched in gold class before.
jy: huh! really you never told me.
deborah: what movie did you watched?
kor: King Kong
deborah and I laughed like crazy lor. my brother was quite confused. for deborah and i, our thinking was king kong the movie was filmed before Vivo city was built. we thought he was trying to say something stupid. after laughing for so long, i finally explained to him and he said:
Great world city have gold class too.
dam. the joke wasn t funny anymore.
left with my brother to meet up with his friends and gf. we watched BLOOD DIAMONDS at marina square. not bad not bad :D but i still prefer FLYBOYS. it is really so darn good :} after the movie , Zhi Qiang say that now they have a reason not to buy diamond rings anymore which was quite logical actually. the amount of people dying or being tortured while childrens are trained to be soldiers just because of a stone - diamond. the movie later encouraged us to buy non-conflict diamonds but how do we know that?
ate Kenny Rogers for dinner . it was so filling la! i coudln t even finished my side dishes. the macoroni and cheese is sooo sinful D: but i still did not finish it . hah :D come, look at my leftovers of half a dozen of pepper honey glazed roasters wings.

MMMM :D
played bowling later and we didn t get caught for not wearing any socks :D this is the first time i beat everybody because i didn t use much strength and the machine coudln t register it and i get to have so many chances :D

arrays of colourful bowling balls :D

ugly smelly ronald macdonald pair of shoes.

my brother is so sexy >:D
okay. that is about it ):
going to SP open house of 4th jan. can t wait actually. i wonder what i am doing tomorrow. no plans again. maybe i will call yvonne up for lunch :D
deborah came over to my house in the morning while her mom went to facial. i was still sleeping when she came. i think i woke up after she coughed or something . ate porridge that my mom had bought from the coffeeshop and watched the world's strongest man. my brother is seriously full of crabs. :D he can make fun of everything and anything. later out of random, i told kor that uncle weelam and ryan watched night at the museum , gold class in VIVO city and my brother said he watched in gold class before.
jy: huh! really you never told me.
deborah: what movie did you watched?
kor: King Kong
deborah and I laughed like crazy lor. my brother was quite confused. for deborah and i, our thinking was king kong the movie was filmed before Vivo city was built. we thought he was trying to say something stupid. after laughing for so long, i finally explained to him and he said:
Great world city have gold class too.
dam. the joke wasn t funny anymore.
left with my brother to meet up with his friends and gf. we watched BLOOD DIAMONDS at marina square. not bad not bad :D but i still prefer FLYBOYS. it is really so darn good :} after the movie , Zhi Qiang say that now they have a reason not to buy diamond rings anymore which was quite logical actually. the amount of people dying or being tortured while childrens are trained to be soldiers just because of a stone - diamond. the movie later encouraged us to buy non-conflict diamonds but how do we know that?
ate Kenny Rogers for dinner . it was so filling la! i coudln t even finished my side dishes. the macoroni and cheese is sooo sinful D: but i still did not finish it . hah :D come, look at my leftovers of half a dozen of pepper honey glazed roasters wings.

MMMM :D
played bowling later and we didn t get caught for not wearing any socks :D this is the first time i beat everybody because i didn t use much strength and the machine coudln t register it and i get to have so many chances :D

arrays of colourful bowling balls :D

ugly smelly ronald macdonald pair of shoes.

my brother is so sexy >:D
okay. that is about it ):
going to SP open house of 4th jan. can t wait actually. i wonder what i am doing tomorrow. no plans again. maybe i will call yvonne up for lunch :D
Monday, January 01, 2007
} disappointing.
he finally came online after a long wait.
i said happy2007 and so did he.
but the conversation was boring ( i felt it that way)
and he is currently busy
and he will message me when he is free.
so much for being faithful.
we took a step each.
now it is his turn ,
maybe it is my turn again or
has the game already ended?
happy 2007?
he finally came online after a long wait.
i said happy2007 and so did he.
but the conversation was boring ( i felt it that way)
and he is currently busy
and he will message me when he is free.
so much for being faithful.
we took a step each.
now it is his turn ,
maybe it is my turn again or
has the game already ended?
happy 2007?

HAPPY 2007 ! :D
another year. another tragic tale ):
hah. just kidding :D
} yesterday
waited 12 hours for him but it turned to nought. anyway, went to church to celebrate the new year. i found it quite dull at first , probably due to my stucked nose. everybody was jumping to the music and i jumped! and it dripped, and i decided to stop :] the pastor asked us to fast and to stay away from what we desire but i don t think i can do that? like for eg: i just ate porridge and now i am on the computer. i am not so strictly christian. i just go to church to be with God. nevermind, everything sounds so complicated for my first post of 2007.
i dunno if it is me but fredrick kept looking at my way , maybe he is disgusted at me blowing my nose all the time. haha. gidian kept asking the whole world if i looked singaporean. so qian bian >:{ he told me to stop bluffing him and tell the truth, whether am i a korean or a japanese. bleurgggh. even jian cong say i don t look singaporean. then kelvin started telling lame jokes again. he said his hair is worth more than ours because when he pawns it , he get moneys. ( he dyed his hair gold). so funny.went to marine parade later for lunch. deborah and i ate fish and co. we sat there for quite long actually . i realised that the more i want to see goat, the more i won t get it to see him. Before i saw him at the arcade the previous day, i was telling myself i would die if i see him because i wasn t wearing any pretty clothes and unfortunately, i saw him. so much for telling myself to be mature. after lunch, walked around and soon school'e' said she was fetching us soon.
went to Su Fen's house for family gathering. soon, the party started. we had dinner first before we started hanging around and took some photos among ourselves. last pictures for dec 31 2006.

deborah and i :)

a toast to sufen and i :)

good luck for secondary school, wen and ryan :D
later brought the small cousins to the playground. went to play with the swings for a while and got bored quickly after that. we suggested to sufen to change to another playground . the way there was quite funny. we wanted to take the shortcut route but there was this bangala standing there, eyeing on us . we were quite scared actually because we were all girls except for ryan who is only 12 years old? so we just take the risk, after walking past him, i saw him turned around and headed towards us. i think we ran like crazy lor.
okay. this is the funny part.
sufen , deborah and i were just sitting on this kiddy rides talking. huaywen was sitting on this spinning thing which was just a few feets away from us . Something told me to look at her. She was spinning averagely and next thing i know she was going faster and faster . it was so fast and in my mind i was telling myself that huay wen really got the guts lor. i think at that moment deborah and sufen looked too. suddenly huay wen started screaming for help, and it happened so fast , she flew off the the spinning bowl and landed on her side. it was quite scary because she laid still for a while . it gave me such a bad scare. i thought she fainted or something. thank goodness it wasn t a concrete floor but a playmate. deborah , sufen and i started running towards her, calling out her name . when she opened my eyes, i coudln t stop laughing . i mean the way she fly was seriously comical. huay wen said it was like taking drugs and she didn t even know she flew. she said her paradise ended when she opened her eyes and her head throb. man. huay wen ah. huay wen. deborah told her to bite her thumb and rubbed her stomach to prevent her from vomiting but huay wen still can say her thumb is dirty. LOOOOL. and when deborah finally force her to do it , she looked like a giant baby. i really coudln t stop LOLing. huay wen wanted to kick me back then. >:]

here is the spinning thing that wen was sitting on,

here's what happened when she spin too fast :D.

huay yi tried the spinning thing and

another spinning object except huay yi didn t fly off .

i didn t fly off either :D
after that when huay wen was better, we played some childhood games like lao yin chua xiao ji? then we decided to ask 2 china girls to join us. i think one was around huay wen age (12) and another around huay yi age. (9) after that the 2 china girls asked us to play blind mice? like niether the catcher nor the players can touch the ground , we can only play on the playground it self. i volunteered myself to be the catcher :]
the oldest one, 12, call her ah pui okays :D . she is so so so strict in this blind mice rules. when i was trying to hide away from one of her sister, i tried to hold on tightly to the ropes but bth already, my butt touched the floor and in such a stupid haughty voice,
"wo kan dao ren jia de pi ku dong ti xia horrrrr. "
sufen was with me at that time. i dunno if she saw me rolling my eyes .
later sufen and i planned to catch the darn ah pui lor. From my hiding place, i whispered to sufen, who was the catcher, to go left left left. in the end, ah pui got caught :D later she caught huay yi and i told her i would take huay yi 's place instead and she was arguing with me why can t huay yi play. Deborah told ah pui she was only primary 3 and ah pui said,
wo ye shi primary 3 ah!
i think it is because of her english, she is primary 3 and not 6.
i think in the end i was quite irritated with the blind mice game. so we sat down and talked.
jy : wo men wan plain catching la.
ahpui: plain catching?
jy : errrr...
deborah: bu dong catching.
jy: yeah :D
ahpui: hao ba - turns to me - ni de hua wen hen jiang leh.
jy : TMD! - thinking in my head-
wah lau. does she know who she is talking to? i am 4 years OLDER than her, not younger than her. before we left ,
jy : oi.
ah pui: se mou?
jy: wo de yin wen ye shi hen jiang leh.
ah pui: ... hehs.
jy: bye!
ah pui: bye!
jy: eh, ni dong "bye" se mou yi shi mah?
ah pui: ...
look. i am not looking down on people from china. i have friends who come from china. i am just pushing her down because of the attitude she gave to us. nothing else.
went to sufen house and drank a mouthful of mild beer and waited for the countdown while playing billionaire. everytime we go to sufen's house , we are always playing billonaire. i can never grow old of it :D i remember playing it for the first time at yi lin's house when it was mama's funeral. we all wanted this game to ourselves and kept asking sufen where she got it from , but she didn t know either and the only answer we got from her was it was a present that the neighbour gave to her.
5 minutes before 1 jan 2007, school 'e' called us down and scooped us some ice cream while the adults have beer. i asked for one cup, i was afraid i wouldn t like it so i made my brother drank half and surprisingly i love it :D i asked for one more cup but before i could drink everything down, my mother caught me ): and took away my last mouthful . everybody count down to it and cheers. :]
the adults played one more game of mahjong before heading home.
happy new year once again :D
and goat, i still haven t wished you yet ):

here's a new year kiss to everybody :D
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